Dreamt a dream of him

Super random post
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Just woke up from a dream. It felt surreal...

It goes something like this:-

I was asleep when he gave me a kiss on the cheek... And he is saying that he did miss me, but he is having the time of his life now... Getting drunk... Getting girls... Going to clubs... And he can start smoking again... Thanks to me, for leaving him...

It feels like he was sarcastically blaming me, though.. =S.

So, pathetic, huh? Still dreaming of him eventhough it ended. A guy recently asked me, "Are you still thinking of him?".
Well, of course I am, I spent 1/5 of my life with him. It'll probably take another year to forget. Or 4.
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ミズ ♥ mizu

I couldn't sleep well for the past few days. I probably hurt him with my actions... As I switched on the computer, I saw pictures that I didn't have the heart to delete. Looking at his pictures, it made me smile a little. 


I remembered how much I liked looking at him while he was asleep. He looks really horrible... with a really horrible sleeping pose and drooling all over the pillowcase, or sometimes, my hair... And I always used that to make fun of him when he woke up. I remembered how much I liked the way his hair looks right out of the shower, or while swimming... 


I remembered how I knew he was going to be angry before he got angry... and how much I liked understanding him more than he understood himself. What I didn't like was, he didn't or maybe couldn't understand me...

There were so many memories of him. And I had never imagined spending my life with anyone else but him. Still couldn't...
Though there were many bad memories I couldn't forget even if I wanted to(it is easier to forgive, but not forget), but he also left many happy memories... which are now... well, MEMORIES...

I miss you

♫ Miss you so bad ♫

Enfin...

Note: Regarding my earlier post, "Motto", he said "You make me LOOK so bad", instead of "You made me feel really bad". That is when I realised, he thought only of himself. And when I asked, if I made any false statement. His only reply was, "I'm sorry, I do not know what to say. Sorry for being a bad boyfriend".(This is what he ALWAYS say). I have always highlighted his strengths because I accepted his weaknesses. I guess, this also made him feel like he is better than me and he shouldn't try to put any effort in this relationship, which is basically my fault for pampering him. 


A relationship is already broken when one party stops trying. He admitted, he stopped trying. And I am tired of being the only one trying to adjust to the CHANGES HE WANTED. Changes which he expects me to deal with without considering my feelings. His choice was very clear; FRIENDS COMES FIRST.  I am learning to let go. My heart aches that there is no words to describe. Tears had already run dry.

However, I wish him all the best. I wish that he plays hard enough before having a new relationship because you will hurt the girl with your FALSE PROMISES of the future. (It can be forgiven, but not forgotten) Though, a new relationship is always sweeter than maintaining an old one.

But, I still believe in love. I still believe there is someone out there who would really love me and place me above himself. 


So, I hope everyone out there who is single, please believe that love will come your way and do not give up.
There is always someone for everyone. Look harder.

Mukashii Kara desu

"It is hard to pretend to love someone when you don't.
But... it is harder to pretend to NOT love someone when you do."

And I realised this is especially true when I tried forcing Max out of my life. I tried to blame all my frustrations in life on him. Only to realise that, he is everywhere I go. I can force him out of my life. But, I couldn't force him out of my heart...

Sorry. I can't feel love.

The reason I was away for so long was because I do not want to preach or blog about love when I can not feel love. I do not want to be a hypocrite because I am surrounded by TOO MANY hypocrites and/or fake & pretentious beings. The truth is, I can not feel anything, anymore.


Even as I typed, I do not feel upset or angry, or anything, for that matter. I didn't feel anything when Max promised to video call me but then went out for "Happy Hour" with his friends (which in the past, I would feel really disappointed). I don't know if I would feel anything even if I lost Max right now. 


Maybe I had my hopes too high up. Maybe I had too much to expect. Maybe I felt too happy. Maybe I felt under-appreciated. Maybe being disappointed again and again makes a person numb. I don't know how I feel about Max. I don't know if I love him or that I am used to having him around (although he wasn't physically/literally around for these few years). 


And since I couldn't feel love, I don't want to preach about love and/or relationships. I just need some time alone to figure out how I feel.


Well, at least Max could say, "Hello, my pretty lady" to his all female friends and I wouldn't mind. *shrugs* 

It's been 3 years...

When the clock strikes midnight, it will be Christmas Eve... and our 4th year together begins...

This year, during our 3rd year anniversary, we did not do anything special. We did not even meet. The truth is, I have not seen him since August. He was too busy with university activities, friends, work and examinations. Whenever he did come back, it was only for a few days(as in 2-3 days) and I did not get a chance to meet him. Though I have been adjusting to his absence, I cannot adjust being unable to see him for 4 months.

Sometimes it is easier to blame everything on him for not being there. Though he always reminds me, assures me that I am the only one he loves, it is not easy being apart. In fact, it is very very very difficult!

3 years is not a long time, nonetheless it is not a short period of time either. Time cannot measure the depths of a relationship. But, I certainly need more time from him, to be with him.

In conclusion, LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP REALLY SUCKS!!!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY~~!!!

&

MERRY KISSMUST!!!

The Moonlight Saga

~ STARRING ~

Me as BOLLA  DUCK  SWAN

 &

 Max as BACKWARD CULLEN

Once, there lived a vampire with natural pink lips. His name is Backward Cullen. His lips is naturally pink because he kills strawberries and suck their blood juice. Anyway, Backward Cullen is turning 21 years old for the 1896789528451th time.

So, Bolla Swan celebrated Backward's 21st birthday last week because he lived 653522876543 miles away and only had 2 days free in his 12 months calendar.

The first day Backward came back, he was late for 4 hours. Bolla didn't blame him, because he couldn't run as fast as Edward Cullen from Twilight. This is because he only wore slippers from "pasar malam". Anyway, she prepared "Tori Katsu Don" as his birthday lunch, but did not have the opportunity to take a picture because Backward was so hungry after running for 4 hours.

After driving riding on Backward's back and going for waffles... AGAIN... It was already dark, because he refused to wear Nike, and insisted on slippers. Later, they dined in a German restaurant and had pork knuckles. *yummmm*

Do not be fooled by his smile, HE'S A REAL VAMPIRE!!! 

Backward is no match for Bolla as she snatched the bola mocha away

Honey Glazed Pork Knuckle with bacon & mashed potato... *drool*

After a fulfilling, a VERY FILLING dinner, they went for a movie... titled... The Moonlight Twilight Saga : EatChips Eclipse... Bolla loved the movie, but Backward commented it was "OK", even though it was his idea to watch it, including ALL THREE TWILIGHT MOVIES!

Then, they went home to watch Uruguay vs Germany. 

The second day begins, where they prepare for battle... on the PSII... playing taiko drum master...

ANYWAY, Bolla made brunch for Backward...

LASAGNA~~~!!! 

and also other unimportant dishes

Before, Backward goes back into his bat cave, Bolla presented him with a limited edition panda-devil-pig-dog-cat-creature-thingy...

~ handmade ~

And then, Backward went BACK toWARDs where he came.

        - THE END -         

♂ღ♥ HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY~ ~ ~ !! ♥ღ♂

*you make me so happy*  LOL ~ ~ ~ >.<

Met Me Halfway ~

Short rant : I didn't notice that I abandoned my blog for a whole month... Well, I had to... Had exams... Boo~~!!! Anyway, I thought of abandoning this blog forever, but every once in a while, I receive comments/emails/offline messages from people... {FYI : most of the followers on this blog are people I do not know}... sigh~
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As you know, Max is in Singapore. So, last week, I went to JB with my family. Thus, the title "Met Me Halfway", because he met me(& my family) in JB, which took each of us 2 hours and a half.

Anyway, there was nothing in JB(specifically "Danga Bay") except the awesome SEAFOOD! And of course, MAX! Since there is nothing interesting there, I'll just summarize the things to do IF you were to go on a holiday/honey moon with HIM/HER...





1. Go for a BBQ seafood dinner

2. Go for night walks @ the Danga Walk (there's like a mini funfair...? + it is by the beach)

3. Go for a walk on the beach (nice wind)

4. Go for karaoke in Neway (I know there's Neway in KL too, but as I said, there is NOTHING in JB)

*in Neway...Seriously, I do not know who is the crazy hyper happy eskimo girl thing-y...not me!...SERIOUS!!*

5. Go for a swim

6. Go window shopping (City Square)


7. After shopping, have a chat in Starbucks

*starbucks......can I has 12mp camera, plisssh??*
T_________T

8. MUST buy ORIGINAL pirated DVDs, only RM3+/piece, if you buy 10... 

9. Watch the romantic movie you bought

10. Go around Danga Bay looking for :-
~ otak-otak
~ kuey teow kia
~ crab (basically, SEAFOOD)
~ satay sotong, satay ayam tulang & satay udang (satay ayam tulang is special + awesomeeeeee)
~ ho jian (taiwanese snack)


11. Shop for cheap, nice and awesome clothes (I saw many awesome clothes there, and bought nothing in the end because I keep looking for better bargains, and in the end, there was no time left... T_______T)

These should keep you busy for at least 3 days. It is actually quite relaxing and slow-paced. No need to rush and less jam. =D
Most of all, it is a seaFOOD paradise + nice beach = romantic.


omgwthrolmao : I've gained 7kgs since being with Max. T_______T
well, Max's birthday is coming soon... What is the surprise for this year? hmmmm......

My 21st Birthday

My 21st birthday passed recently. On my birthday, I had classESSSSSSS, not ONE but THREE!!!

I had to be in my college from 9:30a.m til 9:30p.m!!!  FML

What a wonderful way to celebrate a birthday...

But the next day...approximately 9:30a.m...

Max  :  Oh, no! I am late! I am sorry. My dad left without me. I guess I have to take a train. So sorry.

Me    : It's okay. Take your time and have your breakfast. Don't rush.

Max  : I am so sorry. Nevermind, I will take a personal plane, give me 10 minutes.

Me   : What???!!! What personal plane??!! Don't buLL$#iT!!

Max  : It's true. I will reach in another 10 minutes. Oh, no!
          WTF??!! The plane just stopped at the traffic light.
          Omg!!!
          Why did the plane stop at the
       traffic light??!!
          Can you believe that there is a traffic light in the middle
          of the sky??!!

Me   : I am going back to sleep. Tell me when you are really here.

Max  : Baby, open the door. I am downstairs.

{I was seriously tempted to NOT open the door because he made those "smart" jokes... But he is so sweet to get up early even though he slept very late the night before. AND I did not expect him to be early because MOST OF THE TIME, he will be late, especially if he slept late}

And he bought me a pageboy cap...

*this made me extremely happy because for the FIRST TIME, he bought something without asking anyone for ideas or asking me what I wanted. He went to get it by himself, okay??!! And it was such a surprise* 

{Short story : Before this, about a day or two ago, I was on Skype with Max. And he suddenly said,

"I did not get you anything... Please don't expect anything because I really don't know what to buy for you".

Me : Oh...okay... But you shouldn't have said that, because now I know you bought something.

Max : No, seriously, I did not buy you anything like last year. I really don't know what to buy and you're so fussy.

Me : No, seriously, you should have recorded the way you said "I did not buy you gifts" when you really did not buy anything. It's different.

Max : ...... }

So, anyway,  we went to 1 Utama's Chili's for lunch. I feel so stuffed. And I felt... it was really expensive, so I kept insisting to pay separately so that he don't have to pay for me... but... I-am-effing-pissed-you-are-so-annoying face started to show... So... *shut up*

But he was really sweet okay. He was not even supposed to come back. He has exams the following week and also a meeting the next day, but still he came back... FOR ME!!!

Then we watched Little Big Soldier. I wanted to watch Percy Jackson & blahblahblah but he wanted to watch Little Big Soldier. So we watched Little Big Soldier lor... I forgot it was whose birthday already! grrrrr~~~~

After movies, we went to Waffle World. Eat again. So full, I look like a pumpkin. See, Mr. Max enjoying his blueberry waffles.

Then, we went back. And Max had to go back too. He had to take a train back to Singapore because he has a meeting the next day... Time passed really fast... And it's been only a few days but...

I MISS HIM!!!

RANTS : Shortest...stinkiest valentine's day...EVER!!!

Why is it stinky, you ask?

Well, Max only has 3 full days of holiday. And on the first day of Chinese New Year, some guy just decided that, well...It was an awesome day TO BANG MY CAR!!! wtfftwwtfftw!!!

And because this year, Chinese New Year falls on the same day as Valentine's Day, there is NO VALENTINE'S DAY for me!!!

On the first day of Chinese New Year, I drove back to my hometown to pick Max to come back KL. I had a nice lunch with Max and his family in his house. =D

When I told Max that a guy bang onto my car, his dad rushed over, flying over the humps... >.<

I feel guilty... but at the same time, I feel cared... HAHA!!!*ehhemmm*

Anyway, I missed his mum so much!!!! Max's mum slimmed down like 4kgs... I wonder if it is a good thing...

Then, his cousins and his aunt came over. *YAY!!!ANG PAO!!*

Then, Max said he remembered the dates wrongly, so I had to drive back WITHOUT MAX!!! T_____T

Suckssuckssuckssuckssucks!!!!!! grrrr~~~

On the day that Max was going back to Singapore, I showed my temper because...because...I don't want him to go~~~~~~

But he was so nice and said nothing... in d end...I get to take a picture with him before he left... =D

 *yeah, he purposely made that stupid "smart" face*

I made a Valentine's Day card for him... Well, maybe it turned into an @$$-wipe now... >.<

 *the front*

*inside...yup...it is a pop-up card*

Happy New Year

I hope the year 2010 brings joy and happiness to everyone out there. *Happy New Year*

I did not make any new year's resolution because I never accomplish them. 

It seems what happened 2 years ago is jinxing every new year. I don't know why but something bad always happen on new year. I... have a strong aversion toward new years. As I have said, uncertainty is what I fear most. I need to feel secure all the time. I won't do anything risky, neither would I go places I am uncertain of. I would rather go a big circle than learn a new shortcut.

But, this year... I might have to take a risk. To depend on my own instincts. Why? Because it seems that what Max said 2 years ago does not apply anymore.

He said :-

1. Don't like you talking/SMS-ing other guy friends.

2. Don't want you going out with guy friends.

3. Don't want you going out at all.

4. Don't like you spending more time with your friends than with me.

But now, he says :-

1. Make more friends, does not matter if they are guys.

2. Have a normal life, go out with friends. I will be happy if you are.

Maybe I am some over-demanding paranoid crazy psycho girlfriend, but I feel like I have already lost him. Well, maybe half of him. Because if he suddenly did not mind me going out with guys, it feels like he does not care anymore. Or maybe he had already gotten close to other girls. I don't know. But it does not feel like it is him anymore. Heck! He does not even smell like him anymore.

After crying the whole night, thinking whether I should just break up with him. Not wanting to be put through the same nightmare again. Not wanting to deal with psycho girls anymore. So many things were on my mind. Besides, if we broke up, he can flirt with whoever and whatever he want. He even admitted he was flirting in the university, ok? How would any girl in her right mind feel secure with that? It sucks la. Maybe I should do the same. But I could never bring myself to it. I can't. I couldn't.

It feels...I feel...so sad, I could not even speak. Because if I did, tears would flow uncontrollably.

No doubt, he is straightforward and honest. But the truth hurts. Stings straight right through the heart. Maybe I was overreacting wanting him to change, like I did. Guys will always be guys... Same. No different. Not even Max. Maybe, I should be as cool, as strong as a pearl. Not caring about anything anymore. Me for myself. Be as selfish and realistic as some girls I have met.

Never will I ever place someone above me ever again. NEVER.

But, you know what?

I can't. Maybe because I am too stupid.

Maybe because...

I love him.

So, what happens now? Honestly, I do not know. I'll let Him decide for me.

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UPDATE :

Guess what? Max's defition of flirt is "talking to the opposite sex". But according to the dictionary of compact Oxford english, flirt is defined as behave playfully in a sexually enticing manner"... I am... *speechless*...

Uber happy but...really...speechless... =______=

Grateful

I read Xiaxue's "THE Love Story" few days ago. If you have read her older entries, you might think she is just some blonde bimbo. But I have always thought she is the smartest female blogger around, honest and true to her opinions(she does sound bimbotic at times because she does it on purpose lah). But I have never thought that she could be so REAL, so generous in love.

She and Mike had a long distance relationship for about 2 years before Mike went across the globe to be near her. A real life fairytale. She was with Mike when he had absolutely nothing, when he was just a student. She took a risk being with him. I am so happy that they are finally getting married. I love happy endings. {You must read her story, it is really very touching}

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After reading her entry, I felt so grateful. Because the distance of 150 kilometres suddenly feels... so... short. I am so grateful that I am only 6 hours away from him, and I don't have to take a plane to be next to him.

Today, on 23rd December 2009, is our second year anniversary. Time passed so quickly being with him, because he makes me laugh...most of the time. Though our future remains uncertain, but one thing is for sure, I am grateful to have him as my friend, my family, my beloved, my everything... EVERYTHING.

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY!!!

*round 1*...FIGHT!!

To be honest, I can't remember when was the last time I fought with Max. It was probably a year ago.

*feel like picking a fight with him*

Just kidding.

Fighting or being in an argument is not all that bad. But make sure that when you have an argument, both sides have a chance to talk, like a debate. Express it all out. Fight like wolves. The point is, both sides have a chance to say how they feel. And both sides win. (Actually there is no win or lose, it is just that everyone wants to be happy with their partner, yes?)

For example, Max and I really fight when we fight. That is how I understand how he feels, and he understands what I want and vice versa. And no more arguing about the same matter anymore, because both already said what is needed to be said.

For some people, they are afraid of arguments, so they try to avoid it. But does avoiding help? NO. In fact, when an issue comes up, solve it by talking, discussing, shouting, hitting, farting, burping, etc. Anything to express yourself. (Don't hit so hard until it becomes an abuse lah, maybe just a pat or something, to make them pay attention)

Why?

Because if you leave the issue halfway, it will certainly, positively, ABSOLUTELY RESURFACE! Then, you have to go through the same process again and again, arguing over the same matter, the same issue, the same topic and at the same time, new issues pop up. So, it will be a never ending argument anyway. So, why not solve the issue whenever it comes up? Bury the issue deep down and never mention it again.

Or would you rather argue about the same issue every week? The choice is yours.

But of course, there a some people who just don't understand human language. I have personally met some of these people.

example :

Me : Why don't you tell him you care? I mean, you care about him, right?

Human : Yes, I know. I don't know.

Me : What do you mean you know, you don't know?

Human : I care. I don't know.

Me : You mean you don't know how to tell him? Or what?

Human : No, I know. But he is a guy. I am a girl.

Me : Huh?? But he already told you he cared right? So what is wrong if you did the same?

Human : Because elephant is mammal and very big. Because he is a guy, I am a girl. I think we are going to celebrate somewhere nice this year.

Me : What? I mean that's not even the topic... ...zzz

*see...so random, and out of topic...gets on my nerve talking to someone like this!*

It is really difficult to talk to them, but it all comes back to how much you know/understand them. If you know/understand them, I am sure you know the way to get the message through.

You love me? I hate you...

Long before you came home, I had ALREADY said I will fetch you home.
All of the sudden, YOU ALREADY told me your dad will fetch instead.
But you can't remember when or how you told me.

I knew you needed a blankie long before you said anything...
If I was not attentive or I did not cared, would you know there is a promotion for a blankie? Or where is the promotion?

I knew you wanted snow skin mooncake, and I knew where to get it. But you don't want it.
You do not want anything from me.

I don't want you to pay for anything, but you insisted, and yet, you complain about it.
Pay you back also can not, don't pay you back also can not.

You are only back for a week, ONE WEEK. Or actually LESS than a week.
And you are not coming back until next year.
Am I asking too much to spend some time with you?
AM I??!!

Instead, you prefered watching movie till wee hours in the morning, 5-6am.
One week is such a short time compared to the three months you will be away.

You want me to be all cheerful and joyous when I know that 2 hours dinner with you is in exchange for half a day to NOT be with you?

Understanding...understanding... How am I not understanding?
You do not understand me instead.

HOW DARE YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME?
it's such a joke. If so, then I must hate you very much.

Simple Plan - ruined... sigh~

It is Max's birthday today. And I had made plans to celebrate his birthday. I do not want it to be simple because I celebrated his previous birthday three days in a row. Last night he called me, around 11pm...

Max : Where are we going tomorrow?
Me : Rest at home. I feel a bit tired. We'll decide tomorrow. (I wanted to give him a surprised, I
even asked his mum's permission to bring him out)
Max : You wanna go catch a movie with me and Jason tomorrow?
Me : ......................
(in my head) Wtf??!! I am so gonna kill Jason... Stupid Max... Spoil my plan... Told you to
keep Wednesday free for me right? Don't understand simple English is it? ......blood boiling...
boiling...
Max : Hallo? Hallo? Are you there?
Me : Urm... Ya... Did I not tell you to keep Wednesday free FOR ME???!!!
Max : Okay, okay... I was just asking... I'll tell Jason we're not going, okay?
Me : .....................

Actually I was upset because I booked a karaoke room for the both of us. I wanted to spend the whole day just with him. I also made a reservation in a cafe by the window. So, of course I am upset to hear he wanna go watch movie with JASON larh!!!

This morning... He came LATE... Bye bye reservation for karaoke room...And this sick cat spoiled my plans anyway... Pfffffft... NO MORE SPECIAL SURPRISE NEXT YEAR!!!! What/which/who sick cat? This sick cat...(^^,) dun angry, ya?

So, we went for "Transformers II" instead... FOR THE SECOND TIME!!! I can remember the movie because we went for it recently... Especially the part about, " I am under the enemy's scrotum" ...(no need to refresh my memory) =.="

Then, we went for dinner... I brought him to a new place... The place is located on the second floor of a shophouse, so he could not guess where we were going. And he kept asking me, "Where are you bringing me?", "Are we going to a cake shop? I don't want cake...", "Why are we walking towards the tyre shop? Are we eating tyres?"... (sick but can still tell lame chop jokes)

^the interior of the cafe^

When I first came to this cafe, it was peaceful and quiet, and in someways, romantic... Today unfortunately, I do not know where these "pasar" people came from, blabbering away loudly and their phone ringtones - OMG!! It can be heard from miles away... If they wanna blab away loudly, they should go to a "mamak" right? ...pmo...

Then the food came... YAYYYY!!!!!

^ Max's food^

^nice aromatic nasi lemak...yumm yumm^

I could not re-call the name of the drink but it has a zesty lemon taste and sweet sago... Our table was by the window but there were not much to see... And our dinner was over in 30mins(after all the effort I put in...sigh~)... because... my sick cat was shivering like crazy... poor thing...
Lastly... I wanna wish him...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
(you know I love you) >.<

Rock, paper, scissors...Scissors!

What happens when scissors is against another scissors? Nobody wins...

Sometimes I wonder, how can a couple be so alike manage to attract each other... Same bad temper, same sore-loser attitude... Isn't it supposed to be "opposite attracts"?? Like the north pole of a magnet attracting the south pole?

Me and Max is really... I mean if we were not together, we would have been arch enemies... When I first met him, he disliked me and vice versa. He seriously hated me. He was pissed when I sat in his chair. And I was always criticizing his "fluent" english = fenglish... I always laughed at his mistakes. Which was the reason why he disliked me.

But...maybe... Just maybe because we are so alike, we could understand each other so well. We could finish each others' sentences. I knew what he wanted before he asks. And he knows what I am thinking. Heck! We would even laugh at the lady(granny) with weird fashion senses at the same time, bursting out in laughter without saying a word to each other.

However, when things get rough, when we have an argument, it could get pretty messed up. Even worst than World War III. Like Hancock and his girlfriend. I mean massive destruction. Really. So, tell me... How it is everything so wrong about us feels so right? Like we were meant to be. That he is really the one for me...

"If it is meant to be,

our hearts will find each other
when we meet.
And if our hearts melt together
so will our bodies and souls.
Then every word and every touch
will fuel our passion flame.
I will be yours, you will be mine,
and we will be one."

Always Be My Baby...

I heard this old Mariah Carey song... The lyrics.. Made me feel so touched... Because in the song, she was so so sure and confident that HE would come back. I wished I had that kind of confidence. Well, I hope everything turns well for me too...

I don't know. I just want time to fly by to the part where it is almost at the happy ending. He is doing everything he can to spend most of his time with me and I repay his kindness with cruelty. By being rude to him and making everything so difficult for him. I do not wish for him to stay. But part of me does not want him to leave.

Always Be My Baby...

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you cant escape me
Oh Darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feelings this strong
No way you gonna shake me
Oh Darling cause you'll always be my baby...

Please let the two years end as quickly as possible...