Mukashii Kara desu

"It is hard to pretend to love someone when you don't.
But... it is harder to pretend to NOT love someone when you do."

And I realised this is especially true when I tried forcing Max out of my life. I tried to blame all my frustrations in life on him. Only to realise that, he is everywhere I go. I can force him out of my life. But, I couldn't force him out of my heart...