There's this guy who shares the same birthday as Tae Yang (from Big Bang) or to those who are unfamiliar with K-pop, would probably know him as the guy from "Wedding Dress". If you are close to me, you would know that Tae Yang is my ideal man out of all the members.
Anyway, this guy, I shall call him Jae Yang, has known me since we were 12 years old.
*they share the same smile too*
Lost contact for 4-5 years. Met again when we were 18. Started texting me everyday after I broke up with my ex-boyfriend. Mentioned a couple of times that we should date because I "owe" him. He is the sweetest guy ever. Offers to buy flowers, opens the door for you, basically, you'd just feel safe and appreciated with him. Asked me out for dinner on valentines day. Asked me out for movies, dinner, etc. Offers to carry my heels after it broke off. Makes me laugh all the time. He never fails to wish me good morning everyday at 8.30am.
You would think he likes me, wouldn't you?
Well, you're wrong. Kind of. He stopped the morning greeting routine. He told me, he likes this girl who looks like angel but he doesn't like girls who look like angel only normal girls. (Confusing, I know). Then after that, he says that he doesn't have anyone in mind. Says that everything that is effed up with him is totally my fault. Says that I'm the coolest lame girl. (I don't even know what does that mean). Asks him if he's angry, he'd say, "No, just lazy to reply".
But then again, he said he loves me. Twice. On two different occasions. Being drunk. I would think that he's just talking to his beer if it wasn't because he got my name right. He asked me to help with his assignment and then said that we wouldn't be able to finish it in a day, and asked if we could meet everyday. (He wasn't drunk when he said this. Or at least I think he wasn't. Hmmm...). He used to be so shy around me that he couldn't even talk to me on the phone. But recently, he has been patting my head every time we meet. Or poking my knee when I ignored him. He uses my Chinese name a lot. Even my closest friends do not use my Chinese name. In fact, NO ONE ever uses my Chinese name. Why is that? O.o
Why am I babbling on and on about this guy? Well, regardless of his mood swings and his temper tantrum, he is the one putting a smile on my face no matter how bad my day was. His peculiar behavior intrigues me, confuses me, yet, he is the one there for me when I'm having the worst day ever. And most recently, he was pissed at me (Well, he is pissed at me most of the time). I asked him if he wanted dinner, and he thought I asked another guy for dinner before he could even reply.
*I is innocent desu-ne*
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